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Cancer Sucks

October 8, 2017

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  1. Oh Carla, you are so loved on every emotional level your at. We hold you dear in our heats. Keep doing what your doing. Sending you Reiki and love every day! Such an authentic being. Peace!

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    1. Wow – Just reading your comment I felt a wave of energy go through my body. Thank you for your love and Reiki! xo

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  2. Sending Angels to catch your tears and fears and make them into diamonds❤️❤️🌈

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    1. So that’s where all the diamonds came from. 🙂 Love you and miss your laugh and smile. xo

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  3. Did I ever tell you how much I admire you, YOU ROCK. You are a hero, my hero, rock it my friend…

    Live Loved!

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    1. So happy we are sharing another lifetime together my friend.

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  4. Sending Love to your living your emotions. I cried with you Carla, while watching your video. It must be incredibly challenging dealing with the sadness and anger and pain that must come through some times. I see you as a strong vibrant woman holding the courage to feel, acknowledge, and share your emotions with us. Your tears are real, just like you are a Real Good Woman. 75% complete and look at you….you are awesome.

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    1. ahhh Hollin – thank you for being part of my journey and experiences. WE are awesome!

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  5. Carla I Love You my friend. Be proud of yourself, the fact that you know yourself so well, makes it possible to recognize each truthful detail your perfectly courageous emotions are exposing. Thank Heavens you can cry, that will help release some of the burden your heart is going through, your mind and spirit are plenty strong! Yes cancer sucks, but it will not defeat you. Again you are so loved, my prayers and all those of my family continue to be with you!The Lord knows your heart let him carry you a while.

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    1. I will not be defeated!!! I have so many cheering me on – I AM so fortunate to have all of you in my life and journey. Love you my friend xo

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  6. Carla, your sharing your experience is good for all of us and sharing your emotions is a special gift to usl, and a reminder that emotions are part of our humanity. Cancer does suck. You’re 75% done, as you said, so take each day as it comes but look beyond to being 100% done with treatment. It’s not far away. Amazing lady – peace,love and courage be with you today. Much love.

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    1. I know this journey is a mere tiny slice of life and that I AM healed and healthy! Just have to take a day at a time and feel every day! I look forward to a near lunch with you and our little group. Love you my friend – xo

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  7. Love you my friend, emotions are natural and crying relieves many of those emotions. One day at a time,,,

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    1. Yes, one day at a time. Crying was a really good thing! Love you

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  8. Thank you for sharing this journey with us. You are a strong person and I totally admire you for that. Emotions can get crazy and it is ok. Please don’t hold them back, it is best to release them. I will continue to include you in my daily mass prayers. This too shall pass my friend. Keep up your faith, God is good and answers prayers.

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    1. Thank you for sharing this journey with me! Crazy days and emotions and I know I have my family and friends carrying me through these days. Thank you for including me in your daily mass and prayers. xo

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  9. Carla you’re human & saddness, anger & emotions are on the other side of the coin of being positive. Sometimes you only see one side however it doesn’t mean the other doesn’t exist. You be “You” & if it’s a crappy day well be vulnerable & have a crappy day. For you to do this whole video of your journey is in my opinion a true testament of your openness to others & to yourself . You keep hanging in there & we’ll all still be here for you.., good day or bad day.
    ❤️🌷

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    1. Thank you my dear friend! Your words are filled with wisdom! I will continue to hang in there and before We know it this will all be a past experience, xo

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  10. I feel so sad for you, Sweet Cousin Carla. We continue to pray for you every day. I know without a shadow of a doubt the God wants you healed. We need to learn how to receive from God. He has so much for us, but many of us have not learned how to receive. Jesus already did it all at the cross on Calvery. We have to truly believe and then receive.
    Call me when you can talk and I can go into more detail. I love you, Hita.

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    1. Feel happy for me for I know I AM healed and just going through the process! I AM truly blessed and filled with the Divine! Thank you for your continued love and prayers – I love you!

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  11. Being positive doesn’t mean you don’t cry ~ it’s okay to cry… being positive doesn’t mean that you don’t get sad, it’s okay to be sad… being positive doesn’t mean that you don’t get mad, it’s okay to be mad.

    Being positive means that you allow yourself to feel any emotion you are experiencing ~ being positive means you allow yourself to think any thought you may have… being positive is allowing yourself the security and freedom to be you, and supporting yourself through the process of being human.

    You are positive ~ you are honest… you are perfect ~ because you are you❣️

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    1. I AM Positive! Thank you for reminding me! Love you muncho!!!

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  12. Hi you sweet beautiful woman! Emotions can creep up on us by the dozens huh? It is ok to feel Al that you are feeling. You are so Blessed Carla, you have the strength of many and you have the faith for your spiritual in tune with all that is going on good and more so bad, but hey we have to have that balance. Some days we lean more to the right and others to the left but more days we are in balance!!! 75% that is amazing and soon it will be over and that C-word will be out to the curb or better yet out to the #≥¥√ and never come around you again!!! My prayers are with you! I gave a good cry today too, emotions are overflowing for me too, this fibromyalgia sucks sucks sucks too!!!! God Bless you my friend ✌

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    1. Thank you Abby for sharing your wisdom with me and sharing you! I have your name is my Reiki crystal bowl and send you Reiki often. I hope you feel better today! xo

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  13. Thank you for your honesty. As challenging as this may be, the raw emotions that you shared are only normal ! Staying positive is one thing, keeping it real is another ❗️ I say keep it real
    Vulnerability is probably the most attractive feature on anyone. I love you and I appreciate you 💜
    We are pulling for you over here in Prescott 💜

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    1. Thank you Prescott! Thank you Jana for your love and Reiki! Yes, keeping it real is very vulnerable. Sometimes I view my videos days later and think. Did I really share that! 🙂

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  14. Your such an inspiration and a great example to so many out that are going thru this process. God loves you so much and is holding you close thru all of this! Love you beautiful friend! 😘😘😘😘

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    1. I just hope my videos get to people that can benefit from them. As always, thank you for sharing my journey with me and for all your love!

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  15. I spit at cancer for you!!!!!Hang in there my sweet friend. I love your bravery for letting us view your journey. Thankyou

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    1. 🙂 thank you my friend

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  16. Carla can’t believe how amazing strong you are through this whole process, so, having a day like your having today is just alright it doesn’t matter what others are going through some times it’s just about you and your feelings. That’s ok let the emotions fly so when you wake up tomorrow you’re right back on track. God is holding your hand and will get you to the end of this crazy obstacle in your life right now. When your having days like today your family and friends will keep the prayers going to hold you up. Keep that faith. You truly are an inspiration to others. God bless my friend.

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    1. Sometimes – like today – I don’t feel strong. I feel like a whiner. I know I am truly blessed, loved, and held in the palms of the Divine so why am I sad… that’s what I tell myself even though I also know I am human and get to experience all emotions. So, feeling like a whiner is also good. Thank you for your continued support and prayers. xo

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  17. We love you Carla, we have you in our prayers. you have a right to feel emotional, after all you’re human. God will see you through this. Keep the faith.

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    1. Thank You – Thank You – Thank You! Boy, did my humanity come out and it is a good thing. Your love and prayers and so appreciated! xo

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  18. I just want to hug you and tell you it will be ok.
    You are very loved by everyone and dont forget God! He loves you more than all of us combined.
    You’re a warrior! It’s ok to cry. Get it out release it! You’re entitled to that. Love you!

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    1. I know I am surrounded by the Divine and blessed (as we all are). I need to release a build-up of yuck and crying does help. I will certainly take a raincheck on that physical hug. xo

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  19. So sad for you and all you are experiencing. It breaks my heart watching your video today and yet I truly love being with you during this process. I’ve prayed and continue to send lots of Reiki throughout the day. You’re supported. Speaking of your fears must be a relief in many ways. We’re all listening, lovingly, Karen

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    1. Thank you for being by my side and for all your support during my journey. And, yes, a much-needed release. xo

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