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It’s Been a Tough One Today

September 30, 2017

IT’S BEEN A TOUGH ONE TODAY…

I’m glad I’m doing good because I’d not like to feel this way every day through the entire process.

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  1. Thank goodness all days aren’t as tough as this one was for you. I can see how bad you feel from here. I am sorry this is the toughest time in 6 weeks of your travel.

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    1. I’ll say…Thank goodness all days aren’t that tough. Whew! However, even that I got to experience. xoxo

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  2. We are so blessed that you are doing your videos. I helps me in understanding what you’re going through to not feel so much worry over how you are. Of course I wish I knew the magic words, magic hug or wand to make it all go away, but that doesn’t exist. The closest I can get is when Tim died, same thing, there were no magic words anyone could say to me to make the pain and heartache go away. I feel we are all given many tests that assist us in our journey on this planet and that was one of mine.
    One very huge thing I did learn was how to receive. I was always giving and not allowing receiving. During that time I was put in a position that I had to receive to survive. I learned that in the past by not accepting from others I was taking from them. In Tim’s death I saw they were hurting too. By receiving the gifts they brought to me I saw how they looked relieved. It helped them heal their pain by knowing they did something that I was happy to receive and helped me. You have always been a giver and now time for you to completely receive all the gifts and love coming your way and know by receiving them all you will be helping us with the pain we feel not being able to do more for you. Love and healing light to you. You are one of the most beautiful and strong women I know. It’s scary for me to think, someone as healthy and healthful as you are could be going through this. Your videos help take some of the scariness away. Thank you and yes keep making yourself #1 priority, you will help support and heal us all by doing so. Much Love, Aileen

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    1. Thank you, Aileen, for such a heart filled message. Life is an adventure – right. We have been dealt some challenges and we are strong and have a great community of giving family and friends. Receiving has been a new one for me to accept…thank you giving me such a great perspective. And, most of all thank you for your love and healing light. Love you my friend!

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      1. You are so welcome. Light and love always on it’s way to you.

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  3. BLESS YOUR SWEET HEART! SENDING LOVE AND HUGS TO YOU GIRL. NOT AN EASY CHALLENGE TO HAVE, AND MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU. XOXOXO HANG IN THERE, I KNOW THAT YOU ARE AND IT SHOWS. THANK YOU FOR KEEPING US IN THE LOOP. XOXOXO

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    1. Thank you sweet Jana! And thank you for all the Reiki – it is sooooo appreciated! Love ya

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      1. Love you ❤️

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      2. Welcome ❌⭕️❌

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  4. Carla, I’m amazed at how beautiful you are – inside and out, even through this cancer. Thanks for sharing your videos. One thing that really helped another friend of mine get through Chemo is: as she was receiving the treatment she did a mediation telling herself this is God’s golden, life giving elixir and it’s healing her body, making her strong and healthy so she is able to continue living a long healthy life. She got through the chemo without getting sick or losing her hair. Sending you love and healing. Lisa

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    1. God’s golden, life-giving elixir. I like that… I’ll add that to what I tell my medication while I hold it and give it Reiki. Thank you for the love and healing. ~ Peace

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  5. Prayers and lots of Love to you!!!!! It is important to rest your body and mind. . . . .remember there is a double rainbow waiting for you on the other side of this forest.

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  6. I’m glad you are doing well. Holding you in my prayers, dear Carla. It’s really important to listen to what your body needs now more than ever. See you soon and look forward to giving you a big hug xoxo

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    1. Sure did enjoy that big hug! Thank you for sharing your beautiful soul with me. xoxo

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  7. Big hugs Carla! May the angels be ever at your side 💕

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    1. I feel so connected with the Angels, thank you for that blessing. And, big hugs to you! xo

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  8. We just take it one day at a time,and thankful for another day of life.

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    1. Amen to that! Requesting a host of Angels be by your side and fill you with healing energy.

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  9. We got your card, It was beautiful.. Thank you but you didn’t have to send one… Take care of yourself, do some resting when you can, it’s ok to rest and let others do for you too, i’m sure they do, i’m sure Terry does. But, very important to rest and even more so cause you’re doing good, this will help you to do even better… We keep you in our prayers.. God is Good…

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    1. Sure has been a learning experience in so many ways. One way, resting and letting others do for me. You wouldn’t think that would be hard lol. I have a GREAT family that has really stepped up. I am so blessed! Always appreciating the prayers xoxo

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  10. Sending prayers of healing your way my friend.

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    1. And I so appreciate them. Thank you ~ Peace

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  11. Love you…

    Take extremely good care of yourself, it’s ok to say no to everything that is not taking care of you.

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    1. I’m getting better at saying no…. you wouldn’t think it would be so hard – lol xoxo

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  12. Sending you lots of love, hugs, and prayers. God Bless You!

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    1. I open my heart and soul to your love, hugs, and prayers. Thank you xoxo

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  13. You shine girl! Take care of yourself and rest! Thinking of you, I look forward to hearing you everyday! Love you my friend! <3

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    1. I’m getting better at resting and making sure I am my #1 priority. A new concept to me, a very important lesson. Love you!

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  14. So glad you are doing your videos – love to you and your gang from us xoxo

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    1. I am so happy I was inspired to do my videos. They have certainly made me look and feel everything. I also hope they can touch and help others. Sending lots of love to you and your most handsome boys! xoxo

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